The human body is an interesting thing: a complex machine, a stubborn engine that keeps on going despite our constants attacks on it, almost a miracle that far too often we take for granted. We, as societies, have also given bodies the task to identify, classify, and place them in space. We have insisted in creating spaces for young people separated from spaces for old people; spaces for men, spaces for women; spaces for one language and not others; spaces for Black people and spaces for White people. Behind these barriers we will always find a history of elites fighting to accumulate more power: to follow the traces that separate one colourful space from the next in a map is to track the nervous channels of a global system of exploitation that has created race, private property and governments of different kind for its own benefit. That is the case regardless of the map that we're talking about, from that published by the National Geographic to the one that a woman carries as she goes on in her daily business anywhere in the world, trying to stay in the place that "belongs" to her due to her gender, nationality, phenotype and so on.
That's a very complicated way to introduce an apparently simple story that is nagging me these days. It's a story of two White people out of place, a man and a woman in a village of Casamance on, let's say, a Saturday afternoon, at around 5pm. They were with a friend of a friend (a local as dark as a moonless night) who was showing them around. It was hot, very hot, right before the rainy season. The woman, who suffered from low blood pressure and thus had a headache, walked into a store to get a Coke (which sometimes helps if there's nothing better at hand). It was a store like any other: behind a set of iron bars with an aperture in the middle was a man surrounded by cookies boxes, soap bars, bread and other things she can't remember. As his eyes travelled from the counter to the woman's hands, and from then to her face, her eyes and her hair, and back again, from his lips came three Alhamdullillahs and other words only two of the four people there could understand.
"My sister: this man here wants to say he gives thanks, this morning he felt a smell in the air as he prayed, and now he understands it was the smell of the White people."
I don't know if this store tender was using a common formula or one of his own invention, but I certainly didn't appreciate such comment. Two things came to my mind: one, that in the smashing heat it felt like ages since she had showered her body with a bucket that morning. In fact, it's very likely I stink, she thought. Two, that one of the arguments that some White people use to express their dislike for Black people appealing to nature (which is less racist than "race") is their body odour. Was I being insulted? I certainly hasn't been raised to appreciate (and less make public comments about) any substance that comes out of any of the orifices of the human body. Was that man telling me to go "fry my mother" (a common insult pronounced something like "kata san yai") far away from his store? Did he find my White and smelly body disgusting? What does one reply to "I've smelled you from miles away"?
He saw my hesitation. "Ma soeur, this is Casamance, you're in the bush. In the last 10 years I've seen war, I've seen poverty, but what I haven't seen are Alulums (White people). I hope the wind brings more of the smell of your people, which means that Casamance is finally in peace again. This is why I say that White people smell good."
To this day, I often think about that moment when my body was so out of place it seemed to be in a good place. Being in Senegal is a constant transgression of the rule of ordering bodies in space. Sometimes (particularly in Dakar) my presence is not appretiated at all. I'm like a walking lighthouse, and although I take this as a learning experience of what it is to have a giant sign on the forehead that says "foreigner" I know the implications of my Whiteness here have nothing to do with the implications of Blackness in Europe -- or maybe it is just the reverse of a very nasty coin. When that happens I try to untangle the many layers of that sentence pronounced so long ago: "White people smell good." It seems to me this sentence is a condensed pill that contains a bit of history of colonialism, the reason and consequences of the war in Casamance, the political interest in mantaining the region isolated and in poverty, the endless hope that keeps its inhabitants going despite everything else, the meaning of Whiteness right here right now and the tentacles of global capitalism which, incarnated in a bottle of Coke, manages to be in place everywhere. In short, I think of how many things we've written on a body.
Wow! How sad to see your title. I am sorry you felt insulted in my country. I have read your blog and understand your feelings but must admit that I am very surprised by your conclusions. This show again that you don't quiet understand the culture you are in. and need to learn more about it.
Senegal, Casamance has suffered deep colonialism racism and war. Accepting "white people" in that part of Africa means that progression has been made. Those people have suffered something you will never experience in your life.
The fact he made such a comment is yes disgraceful, but think about the number of time that man or his parents where reduced to nothing. There are thousand of white people that live in villages in Africa and are appreciated. That man may not even know what he said to you. Aid workers are doing wonderful works and are immersing themselves with the culture. I am a black woman living in London, because I live in country where people mind what they say does not mean that they don't think that I smell. But do I care?
I am not sure this title is fair, especially when you are in Africa. You have misinterpreted what this gentleman said.
Alulums is not white people; "Toubab" is a metaphor for white people and is not offensive.
With the language difference and interpretation, there is likely a misunderstanding here! I hope it is.
Best Regards
Marieme
11 01 2010 lunatrixThanks for your comment, Marieme. I've been told alulums are white people in Jola, but I may be wrong.
I never felt unwelcomed in Casamance. Quite often I do in Dakar though, and to be honest I can't blame the people who tell me to go fry my mother without talking to me, just because I'm White. I feel ashamed when I go to a tourist destination like Mbour and see what people who look like me do. Here in Dakar, I also see how some White people treat some Senegalese who work for them. And in particular I see the inmense gap in wealth that separate one group from the other. I don't think I could take it easily myself. I have to say though that outside the city of Dakar I've always been welcomed, and particularly in Casamance, where people have been extremely patient helping me understand the many new things I saw around me.
See, I never said I understand the situation in Casamance or even in Senegal, that is why that sentence keeps nagging at me, because I am aware that my knowledge of this country is way smaller than my love for it, and that no matter how hard I try I will always be a foreigner. I'm just trying to understand many, many things, like the inmense weight of a history of colonialism in my daily interactions with people here.
Thanks a lot Marieme for all you say (and I'm sure you're right in all you say). My apologies if you found what I said offensive, I didn't mean it.
11 01 2010 lunatrixJust one last thing .... I believe what this man was just trying to say was that he interpreted a White person daring to go "into the bush" in Casamance as a sign that things were getting better for the region. The words he used and the many translations the sentence has gone through are problematic though, I agree.
11 01 2010 Marieme JammeChange will happen.. and you must believe that you are part of that change.
The fact that you left your country and decides to go to Africa means that you really love what you are doing and wants to make a difference.
Don't let one person divert your thoughts.
Dakar is different, people have less time. You will find that people in Dakar are very poor, but will never admit it. They are more interested in status than in being humans. Because its hard to live in Dakar. In villages you are more welcome.
If I were you, I would just put my learning and sharing hat one. Try to absorb as much as you can, never judge quickly. Things may change at your advantage. Do not consider yourself as a foreigner, otherwise that will stop you being you!
Forget about the colonialism, we all know what happen, its hurts, but you can do something about it. Be the change you want to see in our world I say to you!
You are faced with a massive cultural difference here and I really would not take every word into a count.
I will be in Dakar from the 21st, perhaps we can meet.
Best Wishes
Marieme
11 01 2010 lunatrixMariame, thanks for the advice, I believe it's a good one and will do my best to keep on learning and not jump to conclusions too quickly!! Dakar kills me, you're right: this place is different from anywhere else in Senegal.
I may be in St Louis or Kaolak on the 21st, but if we coincide in Dakar I'd love to meet you :o)
11 01 2010 MariemeMy email is mjamme@gmail.com
I will be between Dakar- Kaolack until the 3rd of February!
In the meantime, you would want to contact the 10.000girls project in Kaolack!
Take care
Marieme
18 01 2010 lunatrixEmail sent!! :o)